I love u.. Cause the cupid say so...

Sunday, September 25, 2005

*_*i hate charmaine and myself*_*

i hate her and i hate me
i hate you
i hate me
in short i hate
me and me and me
and me and me and me and me

top ten reasons why i hate myslf or me or i or whatever:

1)i screwed my life for stealing away my ex-best friend's boyfriend
2)i keep on thinking about stuff i did and it really hurts
3)i hate myself for being an idiot who only cares about herself and not for others
4)i hate myself for being such a wimp not being able to face up to reality
5)i hate myaelf bcos all i do is to hurt ppl and hurt even more ppl instead i get hurt
6)i just hate you charmaine because you did something i can never forgive you or myself
7)i am such a loser , we all noe that
8)my life is so screwed up beyond recognization that i haev nowhere to turn to , just going through all the shit i did to her.(her is not me)
9)the past stilll is in my life and i cannot escape i just keep on thinking about it
10)charmaine is dumb and stupid she sucks, CHARMAINE YOU HEAR ME?I HATE YOU TO BITS I WANNA KILL YOU SO YOU BETTER WATCH OUT.

everything that you have read from the above is really from my heart
i really hate myself
and boy,im crying now i cannot type any longer.
i wanna slash more and more and more
until all the blood flows out
until i die
then i can forget about all the sins i commited

Cupid Love[7:02 PM]

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